Dear Chibi,

It’s 31st October, the last day of the month! What does this mean..?

Halloween? Yes.
Internet capped? Yes. Yes. Yes.
OMG WHAT TO DO??!!! >.<

Oh the agony of sitting at the computer, and not seeing any page load is very disheartening. I was woken up this morning by what sounds like witches laughing and bats flying around. (I really heard that! ) Anyway, I checked the time and it was 6am- a bit early to wake up on a Saturday morning but I thought hey- I could make use of this time! I sit up, only to remember the Internet is down. Oh, okay- good night then. zzz.

What’s wrong with me? Isn’t there anything else I can do which doesn’t involve being “connected”? XD It must be some kind of addiction. I sit at the computer everyday at work, web designing, surfing the net. I go home and do pretty much the same thing (except web stuff for myself). But what exactly on the net do I HAVE to do? This made me think hard. Technically I can still work on websites, I can blog (which I’m doing right now), MSN chat (which doesn’t require much bandwidth usage), draw pictures, play games, watch drama or anime. These things I can do. Apart from googling or youtubing, I don’t think there’s an awful lot. 1-2 days without the Internet shouldn’t be so bad.

BUT IT IS!!!

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Dear Chibi,

I’m feeling a bit mindless at the moment, not exactly bored, or excited. I don’t feel like doing much. So I sit at the computer staring at my blog and wonder what I was doing this time last year. Funny, October 11th, 2008 I said:

“Usually around this time of the year, I’d dig through my Blog Archive and see what I was up to the previous year and how I felt about things.”

Errr..so around the same time last year I looked back at what I did the previous year. I did what I said!  How did I know back then I’d do the same thing a year on? Have I unconsciously done the same thing every year?

Time goes pretty quick.. I can’t believe it’s been a year already, yet I look back at things which felt like many many moons ago. Why doesn’t this make sense? Does this mean a year really is a long time?

Dear Chibi,
Last night Jacky, Alan, Sandra, Mary, Ken and I decided to check out Sugar Hit, part of the Sydney International Food Festival.

Some yummy chocolate pics:

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Dear Chibi,

So in my previous blog entry, I asked why it was so cold. The weather fluctuated quite a bit during this time. On a train ride home on a warm day, this happened:

mX Talk Friday 16th October 2009

*Sigh* I really don’t know what I want anymore. When the weather gets a teeny weeny bit warmer, the monsters come out ._. GAH! But when it’s cold I complain it’s cold too.. well, I complain when it’s too hot too. Autumn is the best!… when it’s slightly warm but not really warm..yeah.

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Dear Chibi,

Daylight saving started over the long weekend, so while traveling home today,  it was still bright! I’m home early! Or so I convince myself anyway.
Now I can feel more relaxed during my walk home and not be frightened by the darkness and shadow cast by everything around me.

But it’s spring. Why is it still so cold, hmm? Why?

And why, Cityrail…do you change my train timetable? hmm?

Booo. ;(

Gotta love what life brings, lol.