Dear Chibi,

Somps gave me this link so I thought I’d check it out since I like personality test ^^;; If you have time on your hands, why not try it out for yourself?
This is what it said about me:

Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:
self revealing, neat, craves attention, prefers organized to unpredictable, needs things to be extremely clean, worrying, perfectionist, emotionally sensitive, respects authority, social, vain, does not like to be alone, likes large parties, controlling, social chameleon, not a thrill seeker, enjoys leadership, takes precautions, puts the needs of others ahead of their own, assertive, rule conscious, makes friends easily, always busy, heart over mind, phobic, aggressive, clingy, compassionate, dominant, outgoing, suspicious, hard working, strong

Dear Chibi,

Oh noes..I got it!! arrgghhh *freaks out* Last night I slept for about 9 hours, and for the full 9 hours I was dreaming I was working on my animation. Work is done when I say so, thank you very much. Stop taking over my dream time X|

It’s pretty sad; to work in your dream and wake up finding out you didn’t actually do any of the work and then spend the coming day doing what you did in your dream (but less)

Let’s hope Jenny doesn’t dream about it anymore, cause I need some space, lol…. Give me room to think about other things will you? XP

Dear Chibi,

I had a pretty cool experience in my dream last night..I was flying in the air (without wings)!! I wasn’t scared of the height at all, and controlled the direction with this..very sensational feeling on my legs. I was flying over the night sky, and then seasons changed from autumn, to winter (snowing) to spring.. I thought ‘I need to prove that this is real somehow!’ In that split second, I had doubts in the back of my mind ‘This isn’t a dream, is it..?‘ (This always happens in dreams when something unbelievable happens.)

Anyway, I took my phone out of my pocket and decided to take a pic of the view from above.. and then, there was this person who appeared in front of me who tried to stop me o__o “What’s with this person, and why doesn’t he let me??”

Well, I guess it’s some force “up there” that doesn’t allow people to take pictures of their dreams with them ^^; awww.. but I remember a while back in one of my dreams, I did take a picture and I was so happy then. In my dream, I was thinking “since I have a photo, it means it’s real! I’m not deaming! I can remember it forever”. Guess not, since obviously when you wake up you don’t have it..

The experience is magical. Even photos can’t capture the real experience; you have to be there. This isn’t just about flying, it’s about everything in life.

Dear Chibi,

There has been something bothering me quite a bit since the kid came over (refer to April 19, 2007 entry). There was a moment where she wanted to try my Wacom tablet and so I (stupidly) thought I’d let her play with it a bit. Now, ever since that time, something felt strange about my pen. There’s just something wrong about it that I can’t seem to draw any good lines with it. The tip of it is wobbly and there’s a lag before something is drawn. Now, I HIGHLY suspect it was her who had been pressing the pen really hard against the surface (being frustrated that she couldn’t control it) >_< !!

I’m really paranoid now. I haven’t been able to draw anything properly for it since. I haven’t drawn recently (mainly reordering the sequences in the animatic).. and every time I do try to draw, it doesn’t look right. v.v” It feels off..
It was such a dumb idea to let her even touch it, considering she wrecked A LOT of Kaz and my stuff before…arrghhhhh…

hmm..have to think of some way…

To Duc,

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Dear Chibi,

Going back to Uni after 2 weeks is kinda depressing, lol. Oh wells.. maybe its because it was quite gloomy today with the pouring rain. I just got home and I’m totally drenched..so much for the umbrella XD Rain is good I guess, since Sydney needs it.. but I wonder why it’s always raining once it’s “back to uni”?

Anyway, my Mum just came by the room and said out-of-the-blue “Maybe it’s time you and Kaz had your own bedrooms”  Left me o_o for a few seconds. I haven’t really thought about it that much before. Sure, I always say I want to have my own room to decorate without having to share, but I didn’t think I’d be in my bedroom much anyway. Plus, we’re always chatting to each other when lying on our bunk beds at night. This view of course changed when she said “Your computer’s will be moved to your bedrooms” I was like..”ah…, that’s sorta nice” ^^;;

Currently I think it’s a bit too much hassle rearranging everything in the house, but maybe sometime in the future it will happen ^^; Just have to wait and see..

Dear Chibi,

Just one day, in two weeks. Full day of play play play, to make up for the lack of! Wouldn’t that be wonderful? lol.

I had a dream last night, a very long one where I was at an amusement park, on rides and simply just PLAYING. Cofa Research Week is coming to an end and although I am rather pleased with my progress this break, I’m still not finished with my animatic. I’ve got about 10 seconds of animation I need to make up, which means I can’t really bludge. Yet I’m here writing this down since I need to get away from it, even if it’s a few minutes.

I need to bludge.

I need to play.

Dear Chibi,

They’ve driven me insane today. Here I am trying to work hard on my animation, and the kids came over…she was watching Card Captor Sakura and Ouran High behind me on Kaz’s computer. I couldn’t concentrate. That aside.. when their mother came to pick them up, they stood next to me watching me trying to do work. This isn’t the bad part, its the fact they CONTINUOUSLY made comments on what I was doing that was annoying.

“Isn’t this a waste of time?”

“Show me some better stuff”

“Where’s the moving ones?”

“He doesn’t look right”

“Where’s the colour?”

“He looks like a girl”

“Are you stuck?”

“This looks easy, all you’re doing is drawing”

“You work so slow”

“That’s not finished”

Sounds like stuff coming from kids…but this was also coming from their mother >__> I felt like blowing up.. but instead, I just smiled and nodded…

Now, they’re gone… THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!